If only you knew.

If Only You Knew - Patti LaBelle

I must have rehearsed my lines
A thousand times
Until I had them memorized
But when I get up the nerve
To tell you, the words
Just never seem to come out right

(Chorus:)
If only you knew
How much I do
Do love you
If only you knew
How much I do
Do need you

I dream of moments we share
But you're not there
I'm living in a fantasy
'Cause you don't even suspect
Could prob'ly care less
About the changes I've been going through

(Repeat chorus)

No, you don't even suspect
Could prob'ly care less
About the changes I've been going through

(Repeat chorus until fade)

A very apt song to describe my feelings.

Relief

Yippee! My dad's long haunting problem has been resolved today. :)

Happy for him!

I feel happy too! =D

It's a total relief today.

I dunno why. I feel quite happy today as i am able to spend almost the whole day with my dad.

He is getting on ages. Though he is not as old as my friends' dads, he's kind of young but still...
I still feel the need to care for him more. He has worked so hard all these years to give us a better life. I am appreciative. I thank god for giving me such a wonderful dad. =D

Woah! Why am i getting all emo over this. haha!

Hope that there are more happy things to come! =D

More Slack More Plaque

More Slack, More Plague

As you can see. I am blogging more frequently.

Shows that i need someone to talk to but i can't find anyone.

And also shows that I have nothing else better to do.

Therefore, here I am.

Yes yes! I am quite free for the moment, can slack for awhile.

Having more time to slack also give me more time to think too much.

I would rather be busy with nothing than thinking of everything.

Argh! Frustrated.

I think i need to go and complete my readings.

And i am missing two lectures and tutorials tomorrow. Goodness.