My b0ring Life

My b0ring Life

I am like wasting my life away. by doing nothing constructive like working or earning money..
I felt so useless each time i wake up in the morning. Who says a student on vacation does not have any worry? My worry is my not-earning-extra-allowance status right now.

but, who cares? my father no longer nags at me and my mum is pleased to give me allowance whenever i help her take care of the household chores. Frankly, i dun do them for money la.... Jus that i really had nth much to do at home. Although i do take up on some tasks from my frens, i still feel that something is missing in my life. Or rather, my life isn't complete yet. I have so much online work need to do at times. I have to be using the computer to do my work. I loathe it!

i dun really like the feeling of cramping myself in front of the computer trying rush out things that may not be of the best quality. I like to do it whenever i feel it, whenever the inspiration comes. I sometimes don't understand how come ppl can stay online for so long...

I rather read my romance novels and listen to the latest songs or even watch the dreadful tv instead of you know... hais...

Worse still, i dun wish school to start so soon.. everytime when i tot of the terribly long journey i need to take to go to school, i shut down. SH0o!

I am TRUE

I am TRUE

I am true to every one.
I am sincere in everything i do.

I harbor neither revoking thoughts nor evil intentions.

When its ugly, I'll puke.
When its pretty, I'll compliment.

What I say stands for what I believe.
I have a mind of my own.

Please don't judge me.

Fallen Heart

My Fallen Heart

My heart has fallen lately.
Not sure why. Not sure how.

I should be happy with the current state of myself.
However, something which lingers in my mind prevented me from being so.
What is that, I wondered.

Is it necessary that one will be happy if one is self appraising and not compare oneself with others?
Will people be more unhappy if they start comparing oneself with the rest?

For me, comparisons... what's important is with respect to whom.
With whom am I comparing myself with.
Should I or Should i not.
Why and Why not.

Frankly, sometimes, i cant help it either.
I have to be contented. I MUST!

Please Irene, stop subjecting yourself to unnecessary tortures.
Be True and Happy.