Beyond me.

It's beyond me. Seriously.

Je pense trop et je devrais cesser la pensée.

I am seriously worried about tomorrow.

What will happen tomorrow?

I don't know.

So many issues, so many problems.

All these turned my once happy self into the current smiling-less self.

I need to return, return to the REAL me. The cheerful me.

Make me happy again. Please!

project overload

Recess week is over.
And my mid terms have just ended.

This signifies a happy week ahead for me?
HELL no!

There are a tonnes of projects crushing down on me right now.
argh! feel so suffocated.

This is my first sem with more than one project. haha!

My mind is in a state of confusion. There are too many things for me to do until i duno which to start doing first. I hope i would numb myself with work until i couldnt think!

on a side note,

I am totally in love with this piece of music!



This music sort of calms me. *breathes in* *breathes out*

主动。

你的嘴角，时不时挂着她的名字。
可见得她在你心里，还存有着一些思念。

她的一举一动你不停的对我说。
我微笑倾听你说，
我却越听越心痛，
怎么你说的不是我？

我不知道你是不是在躲我。
我或许是主动了一点。
但这并非是我要的。

是因为，
我担心，
担心年底之后，
就再也见不到你了。

我知道你最近可能为了一些事而困惑。
就算你要逃避， 要面对，
就算你走的再远，
累了回头我就在你的身边。

有时候，还真希望你知道。
但，以你现在的情况，
还是不知道比较好。

唯有了解你，才可以走进你心里。

唯有了解你，才可以走进你心里。

我不知道为什么，我的心情那么的任由你摆布。
你说的每一句话，每一个字，都对我那么的重要。

像是我没有了自己的思想一样。
你的一举一动，也反复地在我脑海里打转。
想撇开，也不行。
真的好恐怖。好无助。

我也不想这样。
在你面前，我好像不是我自己。

我不知道我为什么那么的受你影响。
对你的喜欢，也令我无法自拔。

最近，我才发现。
唯有了解你，才可以走进你心里。
有时，我还真想放弃。
但我不行。我不想。我也舍不得。

给我两分钟，让我把记忆结成冰。

只有这样，我的心，才不会痛。

I like you

Oh gosh! now its September! so sorry for the lack of updates!

I am super ultra troubled recently.
That's partly the reason why i come back here to blog.
I totally need to vomit everything out here!

Mixed feelings
Give up? or not?

Or simply just look at it in a objective way.
yeah i know i know!
but i can't! i can't...

I can't help thinking of what i am not supposed to think.
I'm serious. really serious. until i went THIS far.

Are you, still thinking of her?

I want to occupy part of your heart. I do.