midst of exams!

wo0oh0o....!!!!!

I am currently in the midst of my exams.
Thurs will be my last paper!
Gees.. i'm kinda like having partial hols now..
sorry la, recently i have been spending all my free time to watch taiwan dramas.. hahas.. so engrossed that i forgot to blog. sorry sorry!

You know?
When i am around primary sch to secondary sch age, my dad will put me on his huge motor bike and drive me to Johore. To buy foood, add petrol, eaaat and buy some stuffs home to watch.. hehes... however...
the older i get, the less frequent it became.

It became almost impossible when he converted his motor bike to a lorry (for work purpose).

Now that he has converted his lorry to a MPV(family car). he started going johore again. for petrol and his handphone stuffs. once in a while my whole family will go there for a sumptous dinner! nice rite?

Then recently when my dad heard that i have failed my driving, he suggested bringing me to some secluded part in johore to practise. actually not those super secluded kind la.. is those area that are still under development. so sweet rite?
of course i didnt say la!

My father and I are those kind who won't express ourselves to each other directly one. He is a serious, stern and steady guy, seldom joke (sometimes still have la) and you'll never know wad's his mood.
Even when he want to bring one of us out, he'll say 'tmr go johore, put ur alarm clock 9am hor!' Don't even ask if you are free or wad.
all said with absolutely zero feelings. hahas!

But I know he cares.

Not like some other families, or even far from those western families who always 'love you mum!' or 'Love you dad!'. hahas! I at most only 'love you mum' nia.
I wun say this to my dad, probably when he gets older or i get older and i become financially independent. then i would express myself like that. =D then i can buy stuffs for him and say 'for you dad!' and 'thanks for being my dad!' cox he old already ma.. hahas... ai yah! stupid me la!

I came to realise all the stuffs that we took for granted and the things we don't dare to do or say to our family members. Only to realise that we didnt have a chance to do/say or it became too late for us to do/say it.

This Play 'First Light', after watching it (with my theatre mates).
I appreciate life more.
Or rather LOvE the current state that i am in even more.

Love the present you!
Do not always hope for things that you do not have,
instead,
cherish those you have now.