Saturday, October 17, 2009

Happy birthday to me! gees...

was happy today. many reasons.
really appreciates all the things my frens have done for me.

I rather fix all these memories in my heart rather than listing them out one by one.

I am thankful, really thankful that i was born to this world to have such wonderful frens. You guys know who you are. You, you and YOU! :D

Usually, i am already very expressive. You will, most of the time, know what i feel towards an event or person. If i am grateful, i will say thank you, aloud.

ItdependsToo!

Anyway, the second reason I'm here is because of YOU.

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shit.

I'm LOVeD 3:13 AM

Sunday, October 11, 2009

If Only You Knew - Patti LaBelle

I must have rehearsed my lines
A thousand times
Until I had them memorized
But when I get up the nerve
To tell you, the words
Just never seem to come out right

(Chorus:)
If only you knew
How much I do
Do love you
If only you knew
How much I do
Do need you

I dream of moments we share
But you're not there
I'm living in a fantasy
'Cause you don't even suspect
Could prob'ly care less
About the changes I've been going through

(Repeat chorus)

No, you don't even suspect
Could prob'ly care less
About the changes I've been going through

(Repeat chorus until fade)

A very apt song to describe my feelings.

I'm LOVeD 2:23 AM

Friday, October 2, 2009

Yippee! My dad's long haunting problem has been resolved today. :)

Happy for him!

I feel happy too! =D

It's a total relief today.

I dunno why. I feel quite happy today as i am able to spend almost the whole day with my dad.

He is getting on ages. Though he is not as old as my friends' dads, he's kind of young but still...
I still feel the need to care for him more. He has worked so hard all these years to give us a better life. I am appreciative. I thank god for giving me such a wonderful dad. =D

Woah! Why am i getting all emo over this. haha!

Hope that there are more happy things to come! =D

I'm LOVeD 3:15 AM

Thursday, October 1, 2009

More Slack, More Plague

As you can see. I am blogging more frequently.

Shows that i need someone to talk to but i can't find anyone.

And also shows that I have nothing else better to do.

Therefore, here I am.

Yes yes! I am quite free for the moment, can slack for awhile.

Having more time to slack also give me more time to think too much.

I would rather be busy with nothing than thinking of everything.

Argh! Frustrated.

I think i need to go and complete my readings.

And i am missing two lectures and tutorials tomorrow. Goodness.

I'm LOVeD 2:47 AM

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

It's beyond me. Seriously.

Je pense trop et je devrais cesser la pensée.

I am seriously worried about tomorrow.

What will happen tomorrow?

I don't know.

So many issues, so many problems.

All these turned my once happy self into the current smiling-less self.

I need to return, return to the REAL me. The cheerful me.

Make me happy again. Please!

I'm LOVeD 4:48 PM

Monday, September 28, 2009

Recess week is over.
And my mid terms have just ended.

This signifies a happy week ahead for me?
HELL no!

There are a tonnes of projects crushing down on me right now.
argh! feel so suffocated.

This is my first sem with more than one project. haha!

My mind is in a state of confusion. There are too many things for me to do until i duno which to start doing first. I hope i would numb myself with work until i couldnt think!

on a side note,

I am totally in love with this piece of music!

This music sort of calms me. *breathes in* *breathes out*

I'm LOVeD 10:44 PM

你的嘴角，时不时挂着她的名字。
可见得她在你心里，还存有着一些思念。

她的一举一动你不停的对我说。
我微笑倾听你说，
我却越听越心痛，
怎么你说的不是我？

我不知道你是不是在躲我。
我或许是主动了一点。
但这并非是我要的。

是因为，
我担心，
担心年底之后，
就再也见不到你了。

我知道你最近可能为了一些事而困惑。
就算你要逃避，要面对，
就算你走的再远，
累了回头我就在你的身边。

有时候，还真希望你知道。
但，以你现在的情况，
还是不知道比较好。

I'm LOVeD 9:24 PM